I have a shoot coming up with heffner model management in seattle. Its a test shoot with 3 of its agencies models. Words cannot express how nervous I am putting this shoot together. I have to do 2-3 outfits each model and if i do well, I'm going to start getting paid work through them. Talk about the most stressful thing everrrrr.
Which explains why im up so late at night. its the only time i can be on my laptop without zoe wanting attention . I've been going to site after site trying to put looks together and i love them at first then hate them.
+I finally got the okay from my docter to go back to school, i have really bad whiplash, have to take vicoden&valium for like 2 weeks and have 10 rounds of physical therapy. - Idk what to do about spanish, i was at about 5 or 6 days before the crash and my doctor said i can finally go back on the 28th and so i missed 4 days of class. im at 10 or so now and 8 days missed is an automatic fail. + Kyle&I are getting really close. we text for hoursss each day and the past 2 nights we have been texting till 4:30 in the morning. - i didnt see him at all this weekend tho because his friends are stupidddd. im gonna maybe go over there tonight tho. who knowss. - he leaves 2 weeks from tuesday. he doesnt wanna have to say goodbye to me. i told him last night i was probably gonna start crying when i did. - 2 months of 0 contact, 10 days back, 4 years gone. idk what im going to do. hes such a great guy and doesnt mind i have a kid. he told me though he wishes so bad that he would have met me earlier, like before he signed. he thinks he wouldnt have signed up yet and maybe we could have tried dating. + I got a b+ on my paper. now i have a project to do and an exam and im done with my communications class. hopefully i pass ommgg. im scared i wont. i gotta study study study hah
idkkk what else to talk about. im still jobless. fuck this economy. i want my job at fuel back :( 5 months till my boutique thank gooddddd!!
&my friend brittany says the song "labels or love" by fergie is totally about me. brit - "that song is totally about you, you love your designer stuff, fuck the boys" me - "yes considering my true religions will never break my heart, they make me look damnnn good" haha